I'm So Offended! (aren't i clever?)

Ahem. I would like to start off by saying 1. you're not stupid and 2. you do have pictures on your blog. I quite liked braces; they were so cool! So i guess it's time to apoligize for my neglect of this blog ; i'm sorry i havent posted in forever! =( Not alot is really going on in my life right now. School is good, but rather time consuming and i didnt realize how time consuming it is because school starts at 8am and goes until 3pm but i have to leave the house at 6:45 because i have to walk to the bus stop and then bus gets to school early so that's like 8 hours out of my day and then i have to come home and spend 2hrs on homework so that's 10 hours out of my day if i get the less than recomended 8hrs of sleep that leaves 4hours left in my day take out the hour before school i spend getting ready and the hour i spend with God and you have 2 hours to have a life. The ironic thing is most people dont continue on with friendships made in highschool after highschool. Even though you spend 7 hours a day with them (admiditly there isnt anyone who has the exact same schedual as me) but still. I think this is because in highschool everyone is so consumed with what everyone else thinks of them. It's blatently obious that everyone is insecure and that their relationships have no substance, but it's alot better than Junior High. I think that i would hate high school if i didnt have such low expectations for it and if Junior High hadnt been so terrible. I feel like if I'm not going to know these people in four years, why should i care about what they think of me right now? I also think that if I'm not going to know them in four years, this means my days with them are numbered and that i have to make shure that every moment is lived for Christ (which admiditly i havent been doing so good at lately). Anyways i have 3 1/2 years with these people to show them how amazing Christ is and how much he loves them. I really have trouble with this because i can be really annoyed with how petty they can be. Rarely do i stop and think "Wow, they're acting like this because they're not held to a higher standerd that i am so they dont know any better but it's your job to lead by example and teach them to know better." Usually it's " *rolling of the eyes* Oh my goodness they are so annoying!" of course all of this is internal because i'm way too much of a people pleaser and would never intentionally do anything to make someone think less of me. So yes I am insecure and i think everyone is to an extent but that dosent justify it or make it healthy. Anyways this was just a post of me rambling on and i would love to continue rambling but it's 8:30 right now and i need to put my laundry away and shower and then get up at 6am tomorrow and start it all over again. So hope you have a lovely day and week and everything else. I will try to post again before saturday but if i dont it's because well I've been busy with school.