Sunday, November 7, 2010

hmm... please dont be depressed because this is rather depressing.

today is not a lovely day. though i am enjoying the weather, i feel like i could burst into tears at any moment, yet i cant for they are trapped behind my eyeballs. i like the word eyeballs it's quite fun to say. my hair is long and wavyish because i slept with it in a braid last night right now i have 1jn 4:18 written on my left forearm. we talked about dating in youthgroup today it was akward because chris avina wasnt there so we had the dude who does worship normally (his name is jonathan) talk about it. and he was totally dodging around the word 'sex' and i was thinking honey just come out and say it because im sure it's akward for you but it's a whole lot more akward when you dance your way around it. so yeah it was very interesting. i'm thinking about going to green hills next week or actually there's two other churches in walking distance that i might try just because every single stinking sunday i'm so emotionally drained and i hate the feeling not because i've been convicted (that's fine) but because people are vicious and treat me like crap and think that im words that i wont repeat. so yeah life is good =) sorry this is so short i feel like it's really short.

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